Everyone I know is a total asshole. Maybe that's a little harsh. Everyone I know is a conceited shithead.

I can't help but feel the people I'm surrounded by are interested in nothing but themselves (or boys/girls i.e. geting laid). It depresses me to know that at the end of the day all my friends, ex-dorm mates are only interested in the opposite sex (or for two of them the same sex). High school was bad enough when everyone found their genitals; I'm a little disappointed I had to experience this again in college. Oi.

AND to top it all off my roommate is an annoying, sheisty cunt bag. Sometimes she can be such an insensitive bitch I want to slap her.

God, why do you hate me?

I just want to say that I am so grateful to be living in America right now when we are going through this horrible battle of civil rights and unnecessary war. Not only will we be a part of history, we will be part of a group that started up in the 60's. A group of people dedicated to EQUALITY (be you black or homosexual) and dedicated to the truth.

We as a country are going through a disgusting period right now due largely to the Bush administration. Should McCain win I feel that we as a country would fail. We'd fail amongst ourselves and we'd fail in the eyes of other countries. This country was built on the basis that one could travel here to escape the prosecutions of their mother land. It seems now that America has become one of those countries people leave in order to make a better, brighter life somewhere else.

Vote no on 8. Don't vote for McCain.

We need change. THE GOVERNMENT NEEDS CHANGE. America is not a terrible place full of terrible people, it is just being run that way.

If McCain wins I'm leaving the country after I get my college degree (I don't know if I can make it another two years under the Republicans). Who wants to come??

I forget how different life is when you're sixteen. I'm only 19 now, but I can remember just how different life was, how different I was three years ago. I remember losing my first love, how terrible I felt, how I thought I'd always be alone. I remember getting braces and although I wasn't ashamed or embarrassed of them, they were lame. My mom was a bitch to put in bluntly and we didn't get along and I hardly spoke to my dad.

It's funny how different I am now then I was back then. It's funny, the things that have happened to me in the time since then.

 

 

On a related note, I'm visited my boyfriend on the 14th!! :)

HOWEVER, there's a certain someone thats been trying to get in my pants for the last two months. Which seems like an easy obstacle to avoid, but...This kid, this fucking stupid kid.

He was the one that made me who I am today, good or bad. I used to have so much respect, love, admiration for this kid. But he's a loser. He's a jerk. And to pay him back for all the shit he used to give me, I've been ridiculously flirtacious. I won't lie, I was wondering if I really could go throught with it or not. I can't.

I don't think of Ryan when I kiss him, I think of my boyfriend.